2021.10.27 12:31 ShortAlgo $FMC Awaiting Short Signal. Algo Trading by https://t.co/6vnULU2sSf https://t.co/6BMeAEPeLc
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2021.10.27 12:31 bgow2197 Am I (M25) being manipulated by my GF (F26) who wants to explore, sexually and romantically?
My GF (F26) and I have been going through a rough patch. We have two kids together, we want a home, and to eventually get married. Over the past year her urges to explore her bisexuality grow stronger. She wants a polyamorous relationship, easy way to put it. I’m not ready for that, and I’ve expressed my feelings which are completely ignored. I want US to be 100% before we even entertain introducing another person(s) into our relationship. At times I feel misunderstood, unheard, unloved, and I just absolutely crave her attention. In no way could I ever see her or us even having the time of day for other people.
After 4 years together she is still not comfortable enough to really open up about these things so it’s very difficult to figure out what the two of us are doing about her underlying wants and needs. I feel like she’s feeling the “bi-cycle”. It comes and goes. Lately it’s been coming more frequently, and I began to just put my foot down. I tell her I could never see a poly relationship working between the two of us right now, or maybe years from now, I don’t know. I don’t want to hold her back so we should split. I’m not happy right now and what I want from her, she wants to give someone else. I’ve basically “broken up” with her a few times now. When I say these things or when I try to recommend a compromise of us staying “partners” and we have relationships with others, she completely flips back to only wanting me and drops the want/need to explore. Like the flip of a switch she’s clingy, touchy, we’ll have frequent sex, and usually sex the night of these talks (red flag?) Basically she’s giving me everything I wanted, and it lasts for days or weeks. I end up falling right back into thinking we’ll work this out, and I feel wanted, loved… The last time this happened she said something that completely floored me. I can’t remember the exact words but it was essentially “When you (me) talk about breaking up or having sex with other women (referring to my suggestion of opening the relationship for myself as well) I just completely forget that side (bisexual) of me.”
In the beginning she would say she doesn’t know if that’s what she wants, or WHEN she may want it. She could want to explore when she’s 30, or 40! Perfect! I’ve got some more time to think about it, and for us to work on us. Now I understand nobody could put a timeline on something like this, but that was her way to “talk me off the ledge”, that this wasn’t an immediate desire that had to be taken care of any time soon. I feel that was her usual go-to to drag me along a bit longer. Now she gives me the attention I crave so deeply whenever I express my concerns about not being able to accommodate her need to explore right now. And it all gets forgotten for a short time until she gets the next wave of needing to explore. I’ve noticed a pattern with these “urges” and she always seems to have them when we are feeling distant after an argument and give each other space for a night or two.
If you look at my past posts here you’ll see I am bisexual as well and this is my second or third post regarding the same things. She’s the only one I’ve told, and she rejected me. But I keep crawling back, wanting more. I’m not even sure what advice I’m looking for at this point. I’m attached, but have every reason not to be. I guess letting her drag me along is what’s easy. What’s hard would be leaving, trying to navigate what co-parenting looks like, and moving on. Moving on seems impossible while co-parenting. I know for sure if we went separate ways she’d use the same tricks to keep me from having a relationship with another woman. Or *gasp* sexual and/or emotional relationship with a man or trans woman which she’s said would embarrass her and literally disgusts her thinking of me and what I’ve experienced. It wouldn’t be easy for either of us though as I work and pay the bills or try to. But, silver lining, she has a house that’s been willed to her mother who was trying to have us 4 move in, but she could move in with the kids with just utility bills. It’s 40ish minutes from where we currently stay and where I would stay (we rent a finished basement and 1st floor from my father). It’s doable but puts me a drive away from my kids when I’m already working 10 hours a day. Too much to navigate, but I cannot stay unhappy and nor can she. I love her so so so deeply and at one time couldn’t imagine my world without her in it. We’ve just fallen apart after our second kid and grew distant while her want to explore festered even stronger. I want to put the pieces to our puzzle back together, but there will always be one piece missing and only she knows where it is. I’m not sure that missing piece fits into our puzzle though. ☹
Am I being manipulated? Or is her response to me questioning our relationship just snapping her out of the bicycle?
Does it sound like I have zero self worth? In my last post in this subreddit I received a comment about how it sounds like my self worth is below the floor. Let me tell you, that comment by u/jannemmannetjens (thank you) made me break down for days. I feel they are spot on but here I am, accepting someone who isn’t comfortable with who I really am.
Thank you to anyone who made it this far. I’m not sure what my intentions are posting these things and rehashing the same story every month. I need a therapist but I cannot afford one so I’m left with spilling my feelings out on the keyboard, hoping I’m not speaking to a void. All of the comments I’ve received in the past have been incredibly helpful and supportive. Thank you for creating a place I feel comfortable and accepted.
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2021.10.27 12:31 MusicNerdB52 Question About Mega CD Games and Sega CD Console Support on Mega SG
Gosh the naming for all of these gets a little repetitive. Anyway, here's my conundrum:
I own a Mega SG (the Hyperdub variant, actually) and am planning on getting an original Sega CD Model 2 to go with it. However, if I wanted to play a Japanese Mega CD game like Keio Flying Squadron (specifically the Japanese Mega CD version, not the North American Sega CD version), could I use my North American Sega CD Model 2 to play the game and play it through my Mega SG? I've read some places that the Sega CD itself didn't include a region lock, and relied on the the console it was attached to to determine this, so I figure this should totally work, but wanted to hear what people had to say or if anyone's successfully tested this.
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2021.10.27 12:31 Away-Cut-2319 Does anyone know if these cards are valuable or worth anything?
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2021.10.27 12:31 Shrews38 Do mega construx count for brickfilms?
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2021.10.27 12:31 NetMassimo Corte Ue, Polonia paghi 1 milione al giorno alla Commissione: 'Non rispetta indipendenza dei giudici'. Varsavia: 'Punizioni sono via sbagliata'
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2021.10.27 12:31 IamRIOTamIRIOT [MW2] happening now.
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2021.10.27 12:31 ChowChowChang Why she sooo cute fck
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2021.10.27 12:31 ShortAlgo $FBP Awaiting Short Signal. Algo Trading by https://t.co/6vnULU2sSf https://t.co/GnUiMEOsLy
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2021.10.27 12:31 ShortAlgo $SAH Awaiting Buy Signal. Algo Trading by https://t.co/6vnULU2sSf https://t.co/yMC1GJIpN9
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2021.10.27 12:31 KannaKamuitheDragon She floats, she poses...
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2021.10.27 12:31 JCTL2020 Goldman Sachs HYZN
Does anyone in here by any chance have access (if it exist) to the GS analysis of HYZN, I just know they started following the stock but have no idea if there is a review of the company or not and my broker does not provide any insight about it. I am long but very cautious regarding when to buy more in order to have more leverage
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2021.10.27 12:31 tunes1218 Did the jackets we got with our uniforms come in yet for anyone?
2021.10.27 12:31 OsoDeMaricon Why do you never- and I mean never- hear about Mormon Antifa? If lefty Antifa tactics are so goshdarned terrible, how is this not worthy of denunciation?
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2021.10.27 12:31 themer_chant bana rdr2 alabilecek var mı
2021.10.27 12:31 johnrock001 Fullmetal Alchemist Filler - Complete Filler Guide
Fullmetal Alchemist Filler - Complete Filler Guide - https://www.myanimeforlife.com/fullmetal-alchemist-fille
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2021.10.27 12:31 bollockstoyou32 HAND OF KALLIACH - Each Uisge (Official Lyric Video)
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2021.10.27 12:31 langy9 Darkrai now adding 10, 8723 8199 2887
2021.10.27 12:31 iotachiomicron HELP with shapes
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2021.10.27 12:31 Ash_ktm God awful posts 😡
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2021.10.27 12:31 GLaDOS_technician Deck advice for arena 8?
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2021.10.27 12:31 Teddytimefluffballs 33 [M4F] it's so slow today, I've decided to further my education...here I come day trading.
BUT... This is some shit way above my head, anyone want to help a noob? I've been playing with crypto, but I think my success is purely due to luck, I'm not sure ive used any technical analysis or anything at all for that. I know I want to get into it, and make some real money and not just this 9-5 B's. Anyone know anything, or discuss your interests? What "side hustle" are you rocking. Have you wanted to try something but don't know how to get started, or failed... Just bored too, shit any reason hmu! I'd love to chat!
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2021.10.27 12:31 Captain_Muks Car Charger for OnePlus phones
Hello Fellow Reddit users. I should be getting my 1st next week (Nissan Magnite CVT Turbo XV).
I also have an OnePlus 8. Unfortunately it seems OnePlus has stopped making its Car Warp Chargers.
Is there some car charger that works well for OnePlus phones ?
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2021.10.27 12:31 accidentalit Forward Email but from that account
We have a 3rd party accounting system that is being set up to receive all our invoices. It is set up in such a way that it will only accept emails from a single address in our domain. We need a way to have vendors email this address and then that account sends them along from OUR address. This is why traditional email forwarding doesn't work.
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2021.10.27 12:31 twdg-shitposts If Lilly lost at the school raid and you could execute her 😳